Ramadan 2011

As the partner of a gay muslim this time of year is never easy for me! I am more then happy to accept the fasting, and as a good house man, food will be ready for breaking fast, looking after my Baby's needs.

But what about my needs? It was neither addressed before, nor now during Ramadan. And we're only in day 2. Frustations on my behalf arising fast with lighting speed and drink, which I have cut down to almost none - until today! I went out and got a little bit more of my favorite beverage......

Why did I do that?

Awwww, many answers apply, really, but let's cut it down. One reason is that I was in the mood for some porn and self love, but my HunnyBunny was home before his usual time, so that was cut out of the agenda - I may have to explain that I am ready to burst! Jaundice is recognisable by yellow tinted scleras, but have you have seen eyeballs filled with unreleased sperm????!!

Of course I could wait until breaking fast, but by then I have either lost interest or am far too sleepy and retire to bed - at my age I need a bit more sleep then he does!

He is a true muslim though, devot to his belief. I just wish sometimes he was that attention paying to the rest of life and its chores, like house duties, whenever, not just a Ramadan break, and without having to be asked! Not wait until you're almost forced to do something, just do it as need arises. But it seems to be generally easier to sit and wait until someone else does the vacuming, floor wiping, etc. Must be ones upbringing and I will not blame my Sweetheart for this at all! But he's in London now, so get on with it!

Am I bitter? Maybe now just a bit, usually not! I just don't know how long I am willing to keep this up..... Mind you, I have lost 1/2 kilo so far, as I am half fasting - sorry, but I need to drink to function in my job! And I have about 6 kilos to go.......

All I hope for is that my true love will remain my true love this Ramadan. It wasn't all roses last year and breaking fast meant for him also to roam around. Let's wait and see.....

Selamat Ramadan to all and everyone!